literally just a panic attack i had thinking about the last time i went to a party lol
lyrics
i see u sitting there i stare
cuz i don’t know how i’m supposed to act
in social situations
u have a pretty smile i like
the way u dress urself at night
when u dont wanna stay home
i want to be like u so i
can feel a little more comfortable
in social situations
but i’m just clinging to my phone
i’m scanning every exit
don’t want to want to go home
cool kids are drinking all the beer
they smoked a pack of cigarettes
i want to want to be here
but i can’t even pretend
like i was built for interaction
take 5 shots to get in on the action
i never go to parties
cuz i don’t want to be seen
wonder what it’s like to be cool
in the party scene
i’d rather write a song or
watch a movie
but you make it seem so cool
in the party scene
how the fuck am i supposed to dress
where do i even put my hands
who am i supposed to talk to
people i didn’t want to see
people who really don’t like me
even though they don’t know me
i tuck my hair behind my ear
i cross my arms and bite my lip
it’s just a nervous habit
i shouldn’t want to go back home
i’m starved for social interaction
but this is not what i came for
it looks so different in pictures
it looks like they’re all having fun
what am i doing wrong here
i want to dance i want to laugh
i want to make a memory
but I just feel so stupid
i’ll never be a part of
anything
cuz i am just too anxious for
the party scene
feels like i’m missing out but
i don’t want to go
cuz i am just too anxious for
the party scene
i am just too anxious for
the party scene
i am just too anxious for
the party scene
Terry Venemous is releasing new music every 3 weeks this year. His latest EP is sumptuous art pop with a wry sense of detachment.
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