1. |
open up
02:12
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i’m always waiting round for u
sitting at ur door
why won’t you open up for me
and share a little more
you’ve got me asking everyone
if you’re still around
or maybe you packed up and you
finally left this town
bloody knees and crooked teeth
hiding them so you can’t see
even if i tried i couldn’t get
you off my mind
i know this cuz i’ve honestly
tried a thousand times
i’m standing right in front of you
but you still don’t see
so i’ll walk back to my house just down the street
shy smile cold air grips
oh i just wanna kiss your lips
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2. |
joke
03:14
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i’m just tryna find
some time
to get all this shit rite
before i lose my mind
put that cigarette out on my chest
it feels the best
i can’t get a rest this year nothing tht i say matters
i watch the blood as it all splatters
but u don’t
need to know
how i feel
im a joke
thx 4 driving me home
in the snow
thru backroads
tired of staying home
watching everyone i know
thru my phone
i want to be
someone u
want to be
i always see
myself through a skewed mirror
i hope someday i can see clearer
so i don’t
want u to know
how it feels
to be a joke
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3. |
dog
01:10
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i wake u up and u get yrself off
i’m running thin need to dust myself off
i’m sittin here yeah u know i’m yr dog
it’s how it is i’m ur babydoll
times runnin out but there’s so much to do
heading towards nothing and loving the view
sleepy on sunday and singin the blues
lost motivation so nothing’s new
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4. |
lonely
02:40
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fell asleep with his head on my chest
moonlit glow and we were both undressed
feeling like im nothing but a stain
cried into his hair it looked like it had rained
it gets lonely loving someone most
it gets tiring living with their ghost
people don’t say what you want them to say
fall into old habits in new ways
learning to be happy on your own
there isn’t always someone to lend their coat
it feels weird still sorting through the pain
i feel scared when i hear your name
i’m so sorry if i made you sad
just remember the fun times we had
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5. |
r u ok
02:40
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come back home
i miss u so
little paws
dance along
i wanna hold u
i’m feelin so blue
cute and chubby
i know u loved me
will i see u again
ur much more than just a friend
don’t believe that this is the end
but i know i can’t pretend
ur not around
i miss ur sound
kiss ur head
lay in my bed
eat my food
little spoon
soft and lazy
my little baby
i’ll sit and dream about u all day
and hope that you are feelin ok
really wish u could have stayed
i still have so much to say
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6. |
party scene
04:25
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i see u sitting there i stare
cuz i don’t know how i’m supposed to act
in social situations
u have a pretty smile i like
the way u dress urself at night
when u dont wanna stay home
i want to be like u so i
can feel a little more comfortable
in social situations
but i’m just clinging to my phone
i’m scanning every exit
don’t want to want to go home
cool kids are drinking all the beer
they smoked a pack of cigarettes
i want to want to be here
but i can’t even pretend
like i was built for interaction
take 5 shots to get in on the action
i never go to parties
cuz i don’t want to be seen
wonder what it’s like to be cool
in the party scene
i’d rather write a song or
watch a movie
but you make it seem so cool
in the party scene
how the fuck am i supposed to dress
where do i even put my hands
who am i supposed to talk to
people i didn’t want to see
people who really don’t like me
even though they don’t know me
i tuck my hair behind my ear
i cross my arms and bite my lip
it’s just a nervous habit
i shouldn’t want to go back home
i’m starved for social interaction
but this is not what i came for
it looks so different in pictures
it looks like they’re all having fun
what am i doing wrong here
i want to dance i want to laugh
i want to make a memory
but I just feel so stupid
i’ll never be a part of
anything
cuz i am just too anxious for
the party scene
feels like i’m missing out but
i don’t want to go
cuz i am just too anxious for
the party scene
i am just too anxious for
the party scene
i am just too anxious for
the party scene
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sigh language Nevada City, California
21 y/o human frm nor cal, singing songs in my bedroom
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